behind the perfect mask
There was this girl. She walks with elegance. She dances with grace. She smiles stunningly. Portrait of perfection in her face. No visible flaw. She is defined with a word envied by many. Not even a single scar. This girl is blessed with beauty. No one ever saw her cry. No one ever witnessed her fall apart. No one had any idea how much hatred she’s trying to control. How much melancholy and pain she’s trying to keep. She gets through any day swiftly without making a single mistake. Everyone sees no imperfection. Some tried to destroy her but did not succeed. She is strong. Well, tough, indeed. Not even a single day she flashed an image of a weak girl about to breakdown. No day she shed a tear in front of anyone. She breathes yellow, a shade of optimism. She breathes white, a shade of purity. She can ignore any criticism. She handles problems calmly. I felt so curious. Is her image in front of everyone real? Or just a perfect mask trying to hide what she really feels? Everyone thought they knew her well. But I can’t seem to believe what everyone else sees. I tried to predict and assume. Then I looked beyond the beauty. I expected perfection but it was no doubt a MESS. She really is an image of FALLING PIECES. From me, she can no longer hide. I figured out the truth she’s keeping aside.
So there was this girl AND I LOOKED BEYOND HER BEAUTY and I saw an IMAGE OF PERFECTION SHATTERED SO PERFECTLY.
Nina Dobrev
Girl Crush :”> Don’t get me wrong. haha. I just find her really really gorgeous. If I were a boy I’d definitely fall for her many times even by just looking at her photos.
Soooo beautiful.
ALONE
Hey guys. Done being a couch potato for this day. Time to activate my brain cells and do something productive. Blooooog! haha :D Been sitting here in front of the computer thinking of ways to lighten up my blog even a bit and I ended up typing the short poem I recently made. See it below.
“Alone”
I live in a dark world I could never escape.
I look around and then look back. There’s nowhere safe.
I tried holding back my tears but the pain in my heart has grown.
I can neither run nor hide so I have to face this alone.
If there is one thing you want the whole world to know, what would it be?
Procrastinating.
fitting in is nothing compared to standing out :)
HOME SWEET HOME :))
— :)) GOODNIGHT TUMBLR-ERS :*
ang mahirap kasi sa ibang tao eh, nasosobrahan ang pagkama-feeling.
babaan nyo naman :)) :D BORED
When I say ” I hate you. “, I don’t mean it.
:)) =)))
I may not be myself sometimes. I know there are times I have crossed boundaries and have been too hard to understand. But still, you never left. You’ve given me so much love. More than what I hoped for. You always try your best to make sure I wake up each morning with a feeling of happiness and contentment. I know there are times you just want to give up but you never showed us weakness even if situations seemed too much to handle. You still strive hard despite all the obstacles that are headed your way.
I owe you my life. I owe you everything I have. Your love is more than enough to let me realize how blessed I am. I could never ask for more. With you, life seems near to perfection. You know I love you Ma. And I will always do. ♥
HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY :)
seems like you don’t know what “originality” means. google it, bitch.
i’m being currently eaten by boredom.
and I know there’s one common thing we all look forward to —- happy ending
